One of favorite places to be lately is in the tub. It’s quiet, relaxing, and randomly where I feel the most connected to baby T. Since my last rant about pregnancy things have gotten a lot better. Its as if I woke up my second trimester and immediately felt better. I also feel pregnant, finally, and not just fat and boring. I don’t feel movement yet, but it feels like there’s a “presence” in there that makes me calm and makes me smile.
Everything else in my life is leveled out at the moment as well. Friendships, relationship, even my mother…it’s all very calm and normal right now. It’s refreshing.
Chase is bored with summer and so ready to go back to school. I may eat my words, but I’m looking forward to it as well. I could use the distraction and I have a feeling it’s going to be a good year. At least until December! We have an ultrasound scheduled in 2 weeks. Hopefully we will find out then if the girls level the playing field, or if I’m destined to be outnumbered by boys in this life. Exciting!!